Realities Motions

Days flourish me with new beginnings, while friends in question if I need help in life, while money is great draining my financial problems dry. Things are getting better and where will trouble end? I lust for the nurturing of things and I know sorrow lies in my path; faith is my leader, and rain makes me feel at peace; wind makes me cold, and the sun drowns my thoughts then burps them into clouds clouds of buety. Not too long ago I had a confrontation with trouble, but time killed it dead. Now, it’s all a dark thought and my dreams are mystic, they travel me distant worlds beyond worlds and show me love from other angles, also people I cannot see or touch in the physical, but mentally we are connected. I sometimes see flowers, vases, pictures, magic jungles; small but clean streams of trickling water running calmly as a playing babies hands in the air. "Motion"- Motion is what I see, the need for connection to reality is not present; this is the shallow and the neverending waterfall that engulfs only the air like yelling into nowhere and echoes chatter for hours.

It’s my inner self that brings realities motions to be mastered this way, problems are always present in the physical; mental questions are problems; answers are areas of peace, but problems are always present. Can this be escaped, or can I go away, or can I forget and dream again??? "No", this is a problem too, sometimes I grow shamed to speak of certain dreams, because they were problems. Dejavu occurs very so often; questions are like floating wishes, waiting to be caught and wished upon, but let go into the distant unlike my problems that lie growing like weeds aside an abandoned building. How can I fix remaining fears, or are they just what I make of them?? I am a man no doubt, or is fear what fear is to me and also a problem?? The weeks are beautiful; I purchased land to dream more and plan ahead. Bills are problems, so how can I inner build there, or how can I live there?? But there's one question; one that I have taken upon myself to bear through my years In life, but not as foul as others. Why? My answer, because of Realities Motions.

Created on December 2, 2017 Written by Lionel Sharpe || A.K.A Landilin at 11:53 PM